Four Leaves Clover~~~

爱，没那么简单吗？

2010-06-26T00:37:00.003+08:00

对你来说，
爱也许没那么简单，
但是有时凭着你的感觉走，
也许它可以改变你一生。
我也不爱孤单，我也不爱背叛，
但是能找到彼此了解对方的人可不容易。

过去的确心如刀割，
并不代表它中断你对爱情的信念，
就把你爱的能力，
给一个能为你体谅，了解你，照顾你的人。

相爱没有那麼容易，
每个人有他的脾气，
但是有时一起度过这障碍，
这对未来的感情很大的帮助，
但这出之于两个人的愿意。

你是知道我的心中的答案。
你是知道我的心中对你的深刻的感情。

爱一个人并不需要轰轰烈烈，
只要跟着感觉走，
别让太多的迟疑蒙上你的眼睛,
因为有个人永远会呵护着你，
让你永远幸福。

守护

2010-04-14T19:22:00.001+08:00

虽然断了翅膀，

我仍然坚持继续飞翔，

我愿意做个被妳断翅的天使，

含着眼泪，

永远守护着妳，爱着妳。。。

静悄悄~~~

2009-07-05T22:10:00.005+08:00

静悄悄的陪伴她；
静悄悄的等待她；
静悄悄的关心她，
她的笑声，她的体贴，她的撒娇，她的小脾气，
让我感觉到，从来没有过的快乐和温馨。

坐在她身边听着她的呼吸，
被她逼吃她所做的蛋糕，
要我和她分享她爱吃的韩国汤面，（她每次吃不完）
陪她看电视，
不禁我的生活慢慢的习惯有了她，
不知不觉，了解她慢慢变成一个习惯。。。

但是，
我不敢要求多少，我知道我配不上她，
我不敢要求多少，我知道她心中没有我的位置，
我不敢要求多少，只想永远呵护她，
我什么都没有，我只能给她永远的快乐，
默默的在她身边，
静悄悄的。。。喜欢她。。。

Melaka~~~~~

2009-05-13T18:19:00.030+08:00

The State where the Malaysia history begin~

I still can remember the time when I study the history in Form 1..keep memorising all the stupid kings name.. most of their name looks pretty same to me, which gave me bloody hard time to remember who did what. (I hate history... still I can remember this chapter) They just don't want to simplify their name till today. Who the hell will remember the bullshit long-winded sultan’s name? All people remember is the Prime Minister name.

Anyway, back to my main subject here. I bet a lot of people never been to Melaka before, as they think there won’t be anything to see at all. But they are wrong. There are so many things they can see around and most of all, FOOD!!!!

I don’t think I will explain much, but pictures tell everything. I finally got a chance to travel to Melaka after years of hearing from my close friends, urging me to go Melaka to have a walk. Just before I headed back to my home town Kuching, I stopped in KL and Melaka and my friend who works in KL was kind enough to bring me to Melaka for my holiday.

After a long walk in scotching day, that almost wore me and my friend out, we finally came the main iternary of our journey: FOOD!!!!!!!! The most famous food in Melaka is the chicken rixe ball. Basically, when you look at it, it is just chicken rice rolled in a ball. But believe me, with the chicken, it is really delicious. I ate twice during my two days trip in Melaka... No joke..

For the dinner menu, this is my favourite part. We went for a food called Satay Celup. This really open my appetite. Generally, there are all types of meat balls that hold up by a stick like normal Satay, but these are meant to dipped into the hot boiling satay sause to heat it up before you send the food into your mouth. To be honest, I am hunger for this one even I am writing this blog about it. It is superb. If there is a chance again, I just want to go to Melaka again, JUST for this..

After a long day of walking and had the fatty juicy food, we went to a nearby famous night market: the Jonker Street for a stroll. This type of night market you will never ever find it in Perth. Sad to say. I really miss the Malaysia life, with all the stall food and pool table...

SIO BIIIIIIII~~~~ my favourite~~~

Scenery Shotss in Perth~~

2009-05-13T18:08:00.005+08:00

Motivation by a Close Friend~~

2009-03-23T21:04:00.004+08:00

勉励 (by 晴空）

白天的嚣尘
于夜晚
沉静了

凉凉的微风
伴随着草香
仿佛
走过了辽阔
的草原

遥头仰望着
灿烂星晨
赞叹着
银河系的
万变闪烁
感叹着
人类的渺小
与微不足道

盼着东边的晨光
清晨的甘露
滋润着
这片大地
滋润着
被践踏的
心灵

每一天的呼吸
都是一种祝福
每一天的清晨
都是新的开始
每一天的挑战
不是面对敌人
而是面对自己

勇于
接受自己
认识自己
让自己
活的精彩
活的洒脱
活出自己

常乐(by 晴空）

我们为生活忙碌
为衣食住行而烦
为柴米油盐而恼
为工作感情而累
为功成名利而伤

想问自己
我们为生活而活吗?
我们为什么而煎熬?
我们为梦想而忧虑吗?
当初的梦想是为烦躁而来吗?
当初的抱负是包袱吗?
当一切都变成负担时…

看看小朋友的童真
想想他们的天真无邪
听听他们的欢笑
回想当初的童心…

现在的我们
是不是把一切看的太重了?
重的迷失方向
重的迷失自己
重的失去信心
重的失去生活意义…

生活其实那么简单
柴米油盐酱醋茶
衣食住行工作感情
本就乃为生活
届于知足常乐

把在意得失的心放开
凡事感恩, 凡事豁达
凡事尽力, 凡事无愧
凡事简单, 凡事无悔

久违了的自由和童真
久违了的快乐
不就在你身边吗?

简单的快乐

2009-03-21T20:19:00.002+08:00

许多年来，
我一直捆绑我自己，
在一个陌生与困苦的世界里，
一直追求许多的梦想。
但当梦想变成了困扰，负担，
让我变得又累又煎熬，
我快被溺毙在我的现实的世界里。

最终，到了一个时候，
当学业，生活，感情，事业，
同时把我逼到深涯边界，
精神都快崩溃。
我才领悟到好朋友的劝告，
我错了。。。
我一直错过这个人生，
最重要的东西 ---- 简单的快乐。

为什么我这么固执？
为什么我那么瞎？
为什么我要捆绑我自己？
为什么我不能简单一点？
为什么我不能拥有个简单的快乐？
为什么我不能拥有个简单的感情？

原来我一直都错了。。。

我真的好想要个。。
简单的快乐，
简单的生活，
简单的爱情，
丰富的人生。。。

我想要个简单和快乐的我。。。

Beauty of Mandarin

2008-05-02T20:59:00.007+08:00

There was one night I finished my Mandarin composing that you see below, and I showed to one of my ex-senior schoolmate, Ling Ling. We have been a very good friend since secondary school and I tell you, her chinese composing... huuiiyyooo.. unbelieveable good. She used to be the president of Chinese Society in high school and she was quite famous among the Chinese teachers. If compare with mine, siiiiiigggghhhhh I feel verrrryyyyyy embarassing and want to cry. SIIIIGGHHHHH!!!!!! I have been thinking for quite sometime whether I should show it out or not, (indirectly shame myself only.. :P) cause it really good, as if you read from the famous author from Taiwan. Nonetheless, I would like to promote her around the world since she still single.. hehehehe... Anyway to me, it will good to have it to be posted out to everyone and share around the beauty of chinese language with all my friends. I really admired her intelligence in composing. After I showed her mine, she composed out two of her own in AN HOUR time:

期待（笔名：晴空）

期待着晴天,
期待着那
洋洋洒洒的光线,
从窗外溜达到房中.

期待着彼此的成长,
期待着再次相遇时,
一切的笑与泪
一切的喜怒哀乐
尽在不言中

期待着那雨后的彩虹,
见证着我们的承诺,
述说着我们的故事,
陪伴着我们
在风浪中
依然坚守本份

期待着为梦想而奋斗的我们
可以像房中的光线
延伸到每个角落
踏实的实现着每个梦想
带来
更光明的前程

冬天（笔名：晴空）

当
最后的一片叶子
在北风的逼迫下
离开了大树

当
绵绵细雨
伴随着寒风
成四处飘扬的雪花

当
季节的交错
让遍地秋叶
呈银白色

当
微波荡漾的碧湖
在寒冷的气温下
成滑冰天地

冬季
让一切
有了,新的景观
有了,新的活力
有了,新的体验
有了不平凡的回忆

I got nothing to say, but 佩服佩服！！

思念

2008-04-21T21:31:00.004+08:00

那一天，
一个人，
一阵阵的海风，
身后的沙滩上，留下来时的脚印。
看着天边的夕阳，
慢慢的消逝于海平线上，
眺望着海，和地平线交会。
海浪和海风, 伴着天边的海豚声，
轻轻的闻耳，
好优美。。。。。。

坐在海边的石头上，
脑海里瀰漫着我们的过去，
心里的思念和酸痛，让泪水滑落了;
就用你握过的手拭去，
是的。我始终带着你爱的微笑，
一路上寻找我那遗失的美好，
只盼有一天能找到你，
和你重遇。。。。。。

(ps: 第二个作品出场咯。写了还让朋友改词语，我华语可烂！可是大多本人的idea还在。:P 希望可以在想些短文来写。)

The year of Rat (2008)

2008-04-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

I still can remember my English teacher who always likes to call me “The China boy”, but I have no idea why she called me like that. I always get annoyed by that old lady! I am Chinese, so what? Probably I am very Chinese. Well, sometime I think about it and I have to admit that. I bought two authentic China teapots cause I like the Chinese tea art, watch Chinese movies and shows, listen to Chinese song, and even read Chinese books and newspaper in Australia. Yes, of cause I still read English books, watch English movie and shows and bla bla bla. Particularly, for me, there is one event I always enjoy the most every year – Chinese New Year (CNY). Not during CNY, but before CNY, about 2 to 3 weeks before CNY.

Watch people busy preparing for this big event, see their enthusiastic in their eyes looking forward of this event, feel the busy and noise of the market, look at a lot of red and weird and interesting stuff hanging around the city, friends relatives getting ready to go back hometown for gathering, radio channel keeps the CNY song in the loop for the entire day till people who listen to radio were sick of it ……………

I enjoy looking at all these scenery and atmosphere in Kuching. But this year, I made an exception. I was not looking all these scenery in Kuching, but instead in the city of Lion, Singapore. A three days trip in Singapore. It’s been a very long time I have not traveled around in that island. This time, it’s a chance for me to travel around as I was transiting from Singapore to Johor to take my flight back to Kuching. I reached in Singapore from Perth around 3am. Yes, 3AM. Sucks time!!!! This is the problem when you take a budget airline. Reach at a destination in a very weird time. What to do? Need to save money. Anyway, I was lucky I got two friends accompany me throughout the entire flight and during the time in the airport. I was supposed to wait for my friend to wake up and fetch me to her house around 6am. So 3am to 6am, what do I do? ZZZzzzz……… on the couch in the airport. But the couch is not comfortable as my lovely mattress in Perth. My friend was kind enough to bring me to her house and rest for a while before we go out have some breakfast. Thanks for your hospitality, Shirley and Brandon (her husband). Oh ya... this two young couple got married this year, I am really glad my best friend finally met her beloved!! congrate, Shirley!! Wish you have a lovely marriage.

Then they sent me to my other friend’s house, where my other friend was also kind enough to provide me free accommodation during my 3 days trip.
Thanks to Ah Ji (in photo) and Ah Woon for letting me to stay at the house during the trip. Thanks to ah "snake" and his girlfriend and ah ji for bringing me around singapore too.. :)

Back to the story which I started above, here is some picture of Singapore before CNY.

I traveled around Singapore alone cause my friends were busy working. What to do? Feel a bit awkward, seems like I’m the only one relax and enjoy holiday the most. China town would be my favourite part of any country. Many interesting and cheap things, and most important thing, FOODDDDD!! Even some western people were enjoying looking at all the things. But most important thing, I got myself something I’ve been hoping to get for a long time. Wide angle lenses for my baby Canon Powershot S5IS. I got a good deal of AUD 80 only. (from AUD100 retail price) Finally I can make use of my baby to fullest capacity for scenery taking. Woohoo… this is big advantage buying things during CNY. You start to cut price like the normal housewife do in the market.

One of the good places to visit in Singapore is one of its biggest shopping complexes in the city- TAKASHIMAYA. Who open it- don’t ask me. It may sound like it is opened by a Japanese company. The complex is massive, with a artificial fountain underground. It was full of the joyful atmosphere of CNY. Biscuit, sweets, and cakes were ready to be sold. After walking so much around the complex, time to relax at the Tagashimaya’s underground food court. I could tell you, this food court is full of very nice and interesting food and it’s reasonably cheap. Unfortunately, I was in the rush, so I could not take any picture.

I wonder, when Kuching would have this type of massive mall, not to say the Bourlevard and the Spring in Kuching. To me, those are way hell small complexes. What to do?

Back to the story, I like CNY not only because of the preparation atmosphere itself, it’s more to the spirit of Chinese welcoming this new year and people gather back to home town for the sake of the family. As my saying:

A bottle of DOM wine for Dad – SD 45
Two cans of abalone for mum - AUD 100
Gathering during CNY with family and your best friendsssssss - PRICELESS!!!

雨天

2008-04-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

我好喜欢雨天，也很讨厌雨天。
喜欢在那拥有薄荷味的清新和舒服的微风怀抱里，
听着一答答的雨落在屋顶上，
尤其是在宁静的夜晚，
让人多怀念的优美。。。
但雨天也带来了低落，沉重，无奈。。。
我最伤心时，
偏偏就在我喜欢的雨天和我一起度过。
这是雨泪吗？
只有雨泪陪我度过吗？

(ps: 很久想把自己的创作，放在一个属于自己的空间里，让它在部落格保留。好久没写华文作文啦！:P)

Malaysia / Singapore Boleh!!!

2008-03-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

This night I just come back from outside meeting friends, sitting on my chair and checking through all my emails. One particular email caught my eyes, I cant remember what its title is, but it is interesting that how "creative" this person write this. For sure it's either by a Malaysian or Singaporian. Damn Chiat Lat!!! Here is how the article looks:

"You might like it. This is hilarious... ..even an Englishman could not construct sentences using numeric, which is exclusive only to Malaysians and Singaporeans.

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10. Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1. This is what he came up with.....

'1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me.. I ran until I fell 6 and threw up. So I go into 7 -eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run away. 10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 -eleven. Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6 . He said 5 , tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I am so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.' "

That's how the SMS culture influences into English language in Malaysia or Singapore. To be honest, I used too much "numeric" abbreviation till I could not write properly in English, without the help of the Auto Spelling in MS Office. Oh dear... Better brush my English or else more people critic my English...

耐人寻味 (Boring till nothing to do)

2007-10-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

It’s been a while I did not write something in my blog. I’ve been too busy and don’t know what to write. But finally activate back my blog to share something with all my friends.

After a normal day of buying grocery on Saturday, I came back and stored my grocery in my fridge and tidy up around my kitchen around. I am quite tired cause did not sleep well past 2 nights. Then, I found 8 empty milk carts in a cupboard in the kitchen and no one actually use it for anything. Thinking of it, something flashed through my mind. These milk cart would be useful in my room, but not for STORAGE.

You might not even know it if you come to my room. Here is how I work it: ~~

First of all, anything come into my room must be clean. Hygiene custom check! I cleaned up every single of the milk cart and arranged it properly in a pattern of 2 by 4 matrix arrangement, with the carts all upside down.
Then I put my first layer of spring mattress on top of it.

Then, I used a big clean cloth and lay over the mattress and the carts properly. (I bet you see what I am trying to do now.) Then I put a thin layer of sponge mattress as the second layer with a bed sheet. Sleeping on the spring-bed mattress is very uncomfortable cause most of the springs are very strong and you would feel bulky and hard when you lay on it. (But good for very very heavy people. :P) The second layer of mattress countered this problem.
Then finally, put the bed sheet and pillow (or what ever you like on top of your bed).
WALLA!!! A normal comfortable bed with “bed frame”. Cant tell from the look the frame is made out from milk carts, right?
I’m sure some of you who read this would be having three lines at your forehead. (-_-)lll

I believed this will be very useful (or maybe not. :P) who wish to save money for study and don’t wish to spend too much on bed furniture. (It’s not that I’m very very poor!! I am working and have income! But sometime try to be extraordinary. :P). My bed used to be like the Japanese style, lying on the floor. But for some people, they would like to have a bed with a frame. Maybe one of the reason is they can roll over and wake up easily from a bed with frame, instead of pushing their heavy sleepy body from the bed on the floor, against gravity. (I’m the only one in the house who don’t have a bed frame. Poor me!! Hehe..) Sometime it is quite cold to sleep on the floor too.

Think of it, it is FREE “bed frame”, can get it from anywhere near supermarket (outside you may find second bed frame AUD 10 to AUD20. Save that for karaoke, bubble tea, or kolo mee at Northbridge, Perth), help to save environment and you can wake up easily. You can easily change your bed frame size to queen or king size if you want, just add a few more carts. And the most important thing, it is as strong as normal frame (although no testing authority in the world approved it la…). It will definitely hold you well, even with your “partner”, or do anything you like on bed.

So give it a try then!!

P/s: This innovation is inspired by one of my friend in Perth from Kuching. I would like to acknowledge Edmund Goh who has came a lot funny weird things which is pretty much practical in life. Good work Edmund!! Ahahaha.. Engineers Rule!!

Surprise~~!!

2006-07-05T01:50:00.000+08:00

It has been an unforgettable night that I have my birthday on 2006. The first time that I have a very special birthday. A lot of things that I cant expressed in terms of word.

It was the night on 18 June 2006. That day I was very frustrated after my exam cause the lecturer really gave us a lot of trouble by giving a lot of stupid hard questions. My brain was entirely devastating when my phone rang.

Shirley : Hello.. are you free?
KH : Ya why? (just start eating dinner .. )
Shirley : would you mind to come up to uni apartment? (depressing…)
KH : Why got something wrong is it?
Shirley : I need to study but can’t concentrate. I need to talk to someone to gain concentration. Would you mind to come out in 45 minute?
KH : ?!?!?!?!?! ( 45 minute ?!!) why 45 minute?
Shirley : cause I want to sleep early today. please
KH : (oh dear….) ok… (-_-)''"

Walau eh!!! You think I drive meh?! Some more the uni apartment is on top of a hill. I sure take the hell lots of energy to climb up there. Well, what to do? She is one of my very good friends in Tassie. Have to take care of her. So I have to rush myself, took bath and walked slowly up to uni apartment.

When I reached there, I saw her in front of me smiling, say she fine already. Now what?! I took the hell lots of energy, rush up the hill and she ended up say she is fine already??!! I was a bit frustrated why she did like that. But I know she is always very emotional so I just forget the frustration. I just talk with her in the room to listen to what happen to her.

Suddenly, another friend of mine who live with her, Vern popped out from nowhere, knocking her door

Vern : hey I cook something. You guys wan to have a try?

What? Since when Vern will cook something for us? OK. Mind as well try a bit. When we walk out into the dining room, the room is entire dark, with a birthday cake on the table and some of my friend around the table..

O…K….??!! what is going on?

Shirley keep smiling and one of my other friend, Jessica told me that they wished to celebrate my birthday early cause we all having exam. Eerrr……. Ah……. I was speechless for around 20 second, even they sang the birthday song for me. My god!! This is really my first time surprise party in my life.

I wouldn’t forget that moment in my life:

Jessica (The 'Director' and mastermind of the event) AKA repesentative of Tim Yap as well:

'The girl who come out with the idea to ask shirley to trick me to come up to uni apartment. Very clever ah, jess. Use Shirley to trick me up huh? i really 'kena' conned by you...'

Steven (actor and 'vice director') and Sharon ('cake selector'..:P):

'This guy keep praising himself of his good idea and how 'generous' he is to give me a surprise party....(ya la ya la...) one word from me la steven: cant you change your posing in font of the camera. you are so handsome and cool meh?!! hahahaha.. According to steven, the selection of the cake was handled by this 'lou pan leong'-Sharon. '

The rest of the "calefe", Arthur and ah Long:

OK.... Time to introduce the two main characters:

Little Vern ('The Best Leading Actress'):

'Seriously, I really 'kena' conned by this gal. She seldom cook for friends one. owes cook for her ah long..(sigh.. such kind of friend..hehehe) anyway she really can cope up with the main actress in this event to trick me, so well until i really cant figure it out.. '

Finally, so who is the Best Actress?? Who else?

'The gal who called me to go up to apartment in 45 minute time...hhaha.... so called an obidient gal who dont know how to tell lies, finally know how to do so oledi... not bad huh... hahaha... really tricked by her fake depression. And some more try to hold me inside her room, asking me to check her typed document, while the rest of the crew proceed with the preparation of my surprise birthday..'

I couldn't find any word to express my happiness. Thanks to all of these friend who spent time within the exam period to celebrate my birthday for me, with this very special surprise.. Thank you so much u guys!!!!!!! I really touched and greatful to have you as my friend beside me in Tassie..:)

ps: This is my first time blogging. if gt mistakes, pai seh ah... feel free to correct me as well ..hehe.:P

2006-01-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen,
May i introduce this guy here.

Khee Hwa is his name (AKA Kiki)
you ro shi gu!!!